But God ...

Nuptial Notice

2012-02-10T18:53:00.000-08:00

We be weddin .... Jack Minor & me.

Get'r done!

2012-01-19T20:04:00.000-08:00

Yep ... Get'r done!

Dancing yet again!

2011-07-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

Spontaneous B.S.

2011-06-14T20:20:00.000-07:00

That's right .... spontaneous B.S. Facebook of all places! You gasp? Yes, it's true, a couple of days ago a dear friend asked me a question regarding Ruth of the Old Testament and before she or myself knew it we were in a dynamic - deep spontaneous bible study.

Barbie Hey DeDe!!! I have been thinking, and wondering... thought you might be able to help me with this one...... "Why did Ruth so passionately desire to follow Naomi?"

DeDe Hi Barbie ~ Hm... let me ponder - research and I will get back to you.

Barbie Thanks!!!

DeDe workin on this - amazing study so far... thinkin ... pondering.... (thin bible pages turning)

DeDe Passion is an amazing thing... for some of us the passion to do - go - be - is placed there by God. HE places the desire - sometimes that desire is refused - Like Naomi tried to discourage Ruth. Once Ruth took on Naomi's people, her destiny was being fulfilled - she became the great/grand mother to King David. We NEVER know 'where' our passion will take us.

Barbie I agree!!! That's good stuff... My biggest question is: Why did she insist on following Naomi, were they very close, with a mother/daughter relationship, or did Ruth have a personal relationship developed with God that created in her the desire to stay close to Naomi so she could continue growing in God..... I just wonder what inspired her... what was her motivation... what were her main inspiration/passion?

DeDe more to come...

DeDe Barbie ~ One thing I have noticed... Naomi followed in devotion (husband and God) she too was 'followed' in devotion by Ruth. Relationship is a HUGE thing. I am fully persuaded that there was a special relationship of heart and spirit between the two. Naomi lived the example of power & presence... how attractive - inspiring - motivating, no wonder Ruth insisted on going with her. Culture/custom said turn, go home. Heart & spirit said keep going. We have much to learn from Ruth about love & devotion... it may cost us something/everything... take us to other places... serve different people... find our destiny. Enjoying the study ... still more to come.

Barbie Wow!!! Amazing!!! Loving this!!!

You never know what you might find on Facebook... even spontaneous B.S.

(P.S. the study went towards personal testimony and honest sharing, it left the 'wall' and went to 'private message')

~ DeDe

Let it be said of me ...

2011-05-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

I sing this chorus in the car ... in the shower ... as I walk into work ... when I lay my head down on my pillow ... when I cry myself to sleep. "Let it be said of me, my source of strength, is Christ alone ..."

2011-05-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

Waiting can be excruciating.

2011-04-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

Blessed Easter ... He who was, is and will be, reigns triumphantly!

If ...

2011-02-27T19:56:00.000-08:00

The treasures of scripture ... Mark 9:21 "If I only touch His cloak, I WILL be healed." Oh, that OUR 'if' of current circumstance would be said with such belief.

Worship HIM!

2011-02-12T22:13:00.000-08:00

Sing ...

2011-02-11T19:21:00.001-08:00

Whatever stands in front of me, I will choose to sing Hallelujah ...

Sheep Shrinkage

2011-02-01T19:12:00.000-08:00

So ... um ... why don't sheep SHRINK when it rains?

Smile On ...

2011-01-22T07:50:00.001-08:00

There are 36 muscles in the face for potential use for smiling or frowning. The argument continues on to the actual count for each. (Sad to say... YES, I researched this) HOWEVER ~ I have come to the conclusion, that to sit quietly with a dumb look on your face, frees up ANY use of energy. Sure are alot of energy conscience folks out there! :)

just sayin ....

No Disclaimer

2010-12-16T18:14:00.000-08:00

On the 9th day of Christmas my true love gave to me, "9 ladies dancing ..." Can you hear the melody in your head, and yes we all tend to slow down and enjoy the " F - I - V - E golden rings..." This holiday season seems to be sliding by way too fast.

It is so interesting to hear the slight hesitation when I close my calls to my clients with a "Merry Christmas," as if there should be a fast spoken disclaimer following the statement "The views and statements of this agent do not necessarily reflect that of the company, company employees and their families" (read with deep male voice very quickly).

Nope, no disclaimer. Merry Christmas.

One day I even had the NERVE to suggest to one gal to lean forward and place her hands on the computer screen and say "in Jesus name!" We were attempting to get her Quickbooks program to cooperate. I didn't tell HER, but I had ran out of trouble-shooting options.

Again, no disclaimer. In Jesus name!

Have a God~loving, Merry Christmas, in Jesus name, week!

~ DeDe

2010-11-07T17:22:00.000-08:00

Hide me now, under Your wings.

Cover me within Your mighty hand.

Chorus:

When the oceans rise and thunders roar.

I will soar with You, above the storm

Father You are king over the flood,

I will be still and know You are God.

Find rest my soul in Christ alone,

Know his power, in quiteness and trust.
When the oceans rise and thunders roar.

I will soar with You, above the storm

Father You are king over the flood,

I will be still and know You are God.
Find rest my soul in Christ alone,

~ Hillsong

2010-10-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

Ah .... the beauty of it all.

2010-10-16T19:24:00.001-07:00

The Smile

2010-06-16T05:56:00.001-07:00

The smile. A universal language indeed. At work, one of our motto's is 'People can hear your smile'. Although we are on the phone with our client, we are to smile. The smile affects the pronunciation of our words believe it or not. In essence it tends to add a skip to our voice, that 'it's a good day and I would like to share it with you' attitude. Well, perhaps not THAT extreme, but why not.

The smile does not cost us anything, there is no risk. However the benefits are extraordinary. A smile can change a mood in another, it can ease the common pain. When timed just right, it can share a tender 'I love you.' All the while, the smile can be self absorbed. The one wearing the smile can be changed in an instant.

The smile. Chose it. Wear it. Pass it on!

~ DeDe

BORED ~ SLEEP

2010-05-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

BORED. Bored I tell you! After a long day of 'catch up' with chores I sit down, all ready to enjoy some good quality, (preferrably romance) television, but what do I find ... NOTHING! All these channels and not a good thing to watch.

SLEEP. Sleep I tell you! After a short period of time of channel surfing, I now turn the lights off on television watching.

Good night.

~ DeDe

The Office I go ...

2010-05-23T17:48:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I begin my new job. I have not been in an 'office' setting for nearly 20 years. Apparently I will be working closely on a team of about 12 people. What an adjustment this will be. Spending 8 hours sharing ideas, solving problems, earning a buck.

I feel like a school girl, picking out what I will wear, organizing my yellow legal note pad AND packing my lunch.

I have this ... um ... side of me that LOVES a good prank. However, I have decided to lay low for a bit, giving my co-workers time to adjust to me. THEN, I will stealthily with great creativity share from my lovely decorated bag of got'chtya.

Until then ... to the office I go ...

~ DeDe

Okay to Question?

2010-05-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

"God is God and THAT is good enough for me." That statement is true of my heart, mind and soul. BUT, I am learning it is OKAY to be honest with Him, even question Him. I know many would fidget and become uncomfortable with the encouragement to do so.

God purposely inspired the stories to be told throughout history of folks just like YOU and me. Moses questioned God's choice of him to go, tell and deliver. God allowed Gideon the time to process through and fit into the title of 'mighty warrior'. Abe, negotiated with God for the town of Sodom.

Now, we can't forget good ole Peter, the guy was right there with honesty. Let's be frank here .... Jesus lived and walked this earth, yes, sinless but He KNOWS the 'stuff' we have to face.

He knows our hearts... He knows the mulling over of thoughts in our minds ... He knows the frustration of circumstances. Why not inter-act with the Immanuel - the with us of God.

I am THERE, in the questioning mode... and I am confident, it is by invitation from my God. Yes, it is okay to question, in reverence, NOT questioning His divinity, but 'help me to understand'.

~ DeDe

Bucket List

2010-04-19T22:56:00.000-07:00

Have a dream? Thoughts of 'someday I would like to ..." and before you know it, you are swept away in grand moments of ... 'someday.' Many refer to these things as our Bucket List. Those things we would like to do before we kick the bucket, and may I add when we kick it, it spills over and all the unfulfilled dreams roll out on to the floor.

One of my dreams is to spend quiet AWE STRUCK moments experiencing the Northern Lights. There are folks who report on rare occasions you can 'hear' the beauty as well as see it. Now THAT would roll my socks, float my boat, and definitely sharpen the knives in my drawer!

Could the magical dancing lights be that of angelic conversations? If we listen with expectation could we hear the hushed tones of heaven?

Quiet awe struck moments. My dream.

~ DeDe

Morning

2010-02-09T07:10:00.001-08:00

Morning ... my attitude ... my desire ... either ... 'Good Morning Lord', or 'Good Lord, it's morning.' My choice. It is said of the Lord, 'His mercies are new every morning.' "Good morning Lord!"

YES! Even if we use up what 'we' think is our daily allowance, there is always MORE!

"This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope. Through the Lord's mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness. "The Lord is my portion," says my soul, "Therefore I hope in Him!" The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, To the soul who seeks Him." ~ Lamentations 3:21-25

Nothing like a good 'ole soul chat!

T.E.A.M.

2010-02-06T16:54:00.001-08:00

A dear friend and I are working through and enjoying God in the little things. As in 'little things' I am referring to those small events that take place, causing us to stop, think, ponder, enjoy, and yes ... PRAISE!

How many times while in 'hind sight' consideration do we regret to notice God in the moment, or take it a step further ... look ... SEEK ... PURSUE God in our daily routine.

We call this anticipated pursuit T.E.A.M. 'Today Expect A Mircale.' Paaleeze do not confuse this with the 'blab it and grab it' movement, where you DEMAND God perform for you, because YOU say so. No, this is God loving on you through out the day, and we actually seeing it, enjoying it, and thanking Him for it.

Example: I have been on the hunt for a flat screen for my youngest son's computer. My budget being tight, VERY tight, like that of a first time sky diver leaping from the plane with their instructor! TIGHT. I was at the 2nd hand store when I 'happen' to come across a 15 inch HP flat screen. The price tag stated $4.99 (yes, I put the decimal in the right place.)

While chatting with the salesman I was now aware the screen did NOT have the power cord with it, this being just a slight problem, I began looking through the shelves of 'stuff' and FOUND ONE! Taking the screen and cord to the salesman, he then took it and tested it for me with the computer in the back room. Whalaa... that puppy worked GREAT. HOWEVER, it was at that excited peak that I noticed 2 one inch scratches in the middle of the screen. By faith I went ahead and purchased my great find.

Taking it home, I sat it down on the table, sitting in front of it, I prayed this silly yet simple prayer, "Lord, please heal this screen." Knowing that my little lad would reject mom's great find with the scratches on it. With a sponge I gently began to rub over the scratches, and YES, the scratches are GONE! Coincidence of this great find, and finding the cord, scratches gone, and it WORKS? Never. This was my miracle. Miracle, God in the ordinary.

Most folks think a miracle HAS to be big and grand. Nope. God loving on us in His way, and granting the ability to see it, now THAT is a miracle. One of my favorite verses along these lines is what Joshua said to the Israelites when preparing to cross the Jordan, "Consecrate yourselves; for tomorrow the LORD will do amazing things among you" - Joshua 3:5 Can you imagine the anticipation they had the next morning when they woke up? In the same breath may I exhort us to be thankful in the moment of awe. Luke 17:17, Jesus heals 10 lepors, but only 1 return to praise Him, "Were there not ten healed, where are the other nine?"

May we too, wake up each morning, we may not be in need to literally cross a massive river, but seeking God in our day, seeing HIM in the ordinary, and being so very careful to THANK HIM. May we see Him while we drive the car He lovingly supplied for us, and gets us safely to our destination. See Him when going to the grocery store and 'just' the right items are on sale waiting for us! Thank Him when we wake up full of energy when the day before we were dragging and possibly getting sick. God, in the ordinary.

Today, Expect A Miracle. Text this to your friends, encourage them to see God, T.E.A.M.

In Him, DeDe ('Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.' - Hebrews 10:24)

Ah, Today

2010-02-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

Ah, today. Meeting with my mentor Godly woman friend, and YES (oh yes) it is over coffee and a decident intake of chocolate. Isn't it GRAND to share a love of God, His word and His most gracious creations!

Why the Smile?

2010-01-23T22:03:00.000-08:00

Why the smile?

"God is kind and merciful. He takes a deep breath, puts up with a lot, This most patient God, extravagant in love, always ready to cancel a catastrophe." ~ Joel 2:13 MSG

And 'I' can make a BIG mess!

Extravagant ... exceeding the limits of reason or necessity; going beyond what is deserved.

THAT is my God!

~ DeDe

If Moses Lived Today

2010-01-20T16:27:00.001-08:00

You're driving down the road and you see something ahead that looks quite strange. Leaning forward and squinting, a gasp slips from your lips. The scene comes into focus.

You panic? Turn around? Or you drive forward in shock. As you approach you see the moving van in front of you. Painted across the back in large bold lettering ... "Moses Transport"

Shoulders relax, head leans back, and deep guttural laughter fills the car!

"Moses!"

Wouldn't CNN have a field day with THIS!

For Joe ~

2010-01-18T20:34:00.001-08:00

Mr. Joe commented on my website 'why don't you blog more often' ... hm ... k ... thinkin ... rolling eyes ... sigh ... dumb look ... spinning hair around finger ... thoughts of chocolate, find window to stare out ...

My response, 'dunno'

However (again another *sigh*) I am the type of gal that likes a good challenge, and this one falls under THAT category. Great victories have started out in great attempts ... thus I will turn and face the challenge. Here's to you Joe!

~ DeDe

2009-12-01T12:26:00.000-08:00

Need I express more?

The Journey of the Lamb

2009-11-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

This week, while doing my study of the covenantal love of God, I was again reminded of the journey of ... the Lamb. From Genesis to Revelation the Lamb of God.

Genesis 22, God declares to Abraham to take his son Isaac, his only son to the mountain and offer him as a sacrifice. As Abe and son begin their hike up the mountain, father placing the wood on the shoulders of the son, Isaac says "The fire and wood are here." Then asks, "but where is the lamb ...?"

As the story progresses, Abraham obeys to the fullest, God knowing His heart, stops him, and provides a ram for the sacrifice. The lamb. Hearing God, following His commands, sacrificing until it hurts. The Lamb ... provided.

Exodus 12, God prepares the Israelites to leave the captivity of Egypt. Instructions were given, "... take the lamb..." slay and place the blood on the doorpost of the home. Taking the lamb into their home, the blood now over them, death avoided. freedom from captivity. The Lamb ... protected.

John 1, John the Baptist, known eccentric evangelist, see Jesus approaching, he openly declares "Look, behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world." John purposely points to Jesus, the shift of attention. The Lamb ... proclaimed.

Revelation 5, the angelic choir sings before the throne "Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise." The Lamb ... praised.

Jesus, from the foreshadowing in the Old Testament, to the celebration at the foot of the throne ... the Lamb of God.

We too, hold a progression of the Lamb. Perhaps we are wondering, where is He, 'where is the Lamb?' Carring our own wood, agony of heart in the sacrifice, NEEDING provision. Have we taken Him 'take the Lamb', the offering of protection and deliverance from our captivity. Are we beholding Him, behold the Lamb, openly declaring Him before others, re shifting the focus from us to Him. Does our heart and lifestyle harmonize with heaven 'worthy is the Lamb' joining the celebration.

This week, may we contemplate where we are in our own personal journey of the Lamb.

Jesus. The Lamb of God.

"Where is the lamb?" The Lamb, provided.

"Take the lamb" The Lamb, protected.

"Behold the Lamb" The Lamb, proclaimed.

"Worthy is the Lamb" The Lamb, praised.

In Him, DeDe "Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds." ~ Heb. 10:24

Lambs Expressions Ministry

Little Farther

2009-11-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

Matthew chapter 26 ... Jesus leaves the crowds. Leaves the disciples. Now with Peter, James and John, He goes a little farther ... alone He falls on His face and prays "FATHER ..."

May we too take it a little farther to be alone with the Father.

Awesome Advisor

2009-11-08T18:25:00.000-08:00

We might say today, that God is an Awesome Advisor, and that He is, yet the Israelites knew Him as ... Pele Ya’as ~ ‘pela yaw-ots’ (Hebrew) ‘Wonderful Counselor’ found in Isaiah 9:6 “For unto us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.”

God is Wonderful … unusual, extraordinary, so much so that He is separate, like none other. A Counselor, One Whom deliberates on our behalf, advises with the greatest wisdom, the One who resolves the most difficult of situations. Wonderful Counselor!

"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask of God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him" (James 1:5)

Ask, seek, knock ... come BOLDLY before the throne, who gives generously to all...

~ DeDe

The Wheels on the bus ...

2009-09-16T16:05:00.001-07:00

"The wheels on the bus go round, and round, round and round ..." (sing it with me!) Now, next verse ... "The moms stand and yell FINALLY school, FINALLY school..." I am kidding of course! Well, maybe not for some of us.

I adore my boys, but at 10 and 16 boredom raised it's ugly (and I mean UGLY) head way too many times this summer.

As the days drew closer to the first day of school, there was conversation of supplies, clothes, classes, teachers. It was all a blur to me as I raised a heart felt "THANKS" ... to God.

Awe, what is THAT? Do you hear it? NOPE. It is quiet, (said with a gentle whisper) Even though my routine is the same: make the beds, wash clothes, clean the kitchen and bathrooms. I can actually hear my own thoughts, that alone can be scary at times. HGTV beats out Sponge Bob for back ground noise, all the while inspiring me, sorry Sponge Bob.

School is in session.

Brought to you by yet another happy mom

~ DeDe

Look in the Book

2009-08-29T20:20:00.000-07:00

The Bible, often we sit down and thumb through the pages, waiting for something to catch our attention, perhaps reach out with those parchment pages wrapping them around our face, saying 'READ HERE.' Now wouldn't THAT trip us out, the Word is however 'living and active'. There really should be warning labels on the front of Bibles declaring "Warning: May grip your very soul!"

I have designed a website just for this soul gripping, page grabbing adventure. It is called "Look in the Book". The goal is to have a place to interact with small portions of scripture and share with each our insights.

http://lookinthebook.wordpress.com/ (simply click here)

Please take a look and share a comment.

Be blessed.

In Him, DeDe (Ps. 92:4 "You thrill me, Lord...")

Crave'n the Cozy

2009-08-25T21:43:00.001-07:00

With these warm ... um ... HOT days, and even still hot nights, I am crave'n the cozy. I miss my blanket. I miss the soft fibers up around my neck. The great desire to snuggle down deep in the covers. I LOVE the cool mornings as the breeze flutters past as to awaken with a gentle whisper, it is then that the blanket is our fondest friend.

I long to watch an old black and white Spencer Tracy movie, with a mug of hot coco in hand, while sitting comfy on the couch in my flannel jammy pants, sweat shirt and blanket across my lap.

I know, I know, as I look at the weather prediction for tomorrow, a hot day of 87 degrees, that my blanket will still be folded nicely in the closet, the coco will have to wait, ice water is calling.

I love the fall... the transition of summer to winter. Yet and yet, I will enjoy the sun shining. My blanket afternoons and cozy nights will have to wait.

~ DeDe

Dreamin ...

2009-08-19T22:58:00.000-07:00

No words needed ...

2009-07-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil;
cling to what is good.
Be devoted to one another in brotherly love.
Honor one another above yourselves.
Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor,
serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction,
faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are
in need. Practice hospitality. Bless those who
persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with
those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.
Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud,
but be willing to associate with people of low position.
Do not be conceited. Do not repay anyone evil for evil.
Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody.
If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace
with everyone. Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave
room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine
to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord. On the contrary:
"If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty,
give him something to drink. In doing this, you will
heap burning coals on his head."
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
~ Romans 12:9-21

And we thought Moses' list was a dandy!!!

God's Sticky Fingers

2009-07-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

Summer. A season of beautiful lawns, luscious productive gardens, colorful blooming flowers, and sitting on the back deck in the cooling evening breeze. With these long awaited benefits comes ... responsibility. I know, ick. (Stop reading NOW, and you won't be held accountable ~ kidding)

Most benefits require responsibility. The garden needs watering, and weeding. We water the flowers, know the plant well, giving it correct placement in the yard, shade, or full/partial sun. Then, for a healthy continuing blooming process comes, 'dead heading.' No, this does not mean slapping your neighbor along side the head, no matter how obnoxious they are!

Stay with me, I had a 'God moment' while dead heading the above flowers ... this becomes painful. Ok, NOW stop reading!

The Gardeners Network, defines dead heading as "Snipping, pruning, pinching, cutting or using any other means to remove spent blooms." There are great benefits of this process, or might I say, menial task. It promotes new flower growth, extends the reproductive life cycle of the plant, and prevents the plant from wasting valuable energy on a stem that will no longer blooms, energy is then spent on the health of the plant and new blooms (or fruit). Ever 'feel' any of these action words done on YOU ... snipping, pruning, pinching and cutting?

My mom and Gardener, Aunt Mona (everyone should have an Aunt Mona) taught me how to dead head. Mona owned and puttered around in a plant nursery. She could NOT walk through one of her green houses without touching the plants, and they were beautiful!

There are two plants I dislike dealing with, those are marigolds (they stink). When pinching the marigold the seeds found in the old blooms often go scattering about. The other is the petunia they are STICKY! It has a defense system of a sap that flows from the stem to the petals. You may want to wear gloves for this little gem. Yet, stinky and sticky, both these plants have the potential to be FULL of bright colored blooms and can last the whole summer.

Jesus shares in John 15, He is the vine, the Father is the Gardener. "He cuts off every branch in Me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit He prunes so that it will be even MORE fruitful" (verse 2, emphasis mine) God the Father, the Gardener of our lives.

He is not bothered by sappy sticky defense systems we have set up, or the crunchy ugly spots here or there. The Gardener desires to have us fruitful, luscious, beautiful and healthy. To be and do so, takes snipping, pruning, pinching, cutting or any other means to remove the spent blooms.

May we all have a God's sticky fingers all over us, week!

~ DeDe

One Bad Mamma

2009-07-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

Summer has its fun, boring, sunny, and yes competitive moments! Recently our family was given a Foosball table. Just the sight of it, and the feel of the grips firmly in my hands brought back memories from my teens years.

There has been alot of laughter around that table, especially tonight when playing my teen son and his friend. At one point, the red head teen across from me, looks to my son and declares "Dude, your mom is kicking my back side." (edited for family reading) I then, make the motherly statement needed at this precious moment, "Yes, I am one BAD MAMMA!"

It is comforting, that even in the phase of teenage glamor where parents are unsurpassingly 'stupid', I can impress them with the flick of the wrist, the spin of the man, and the ultimate victory dance! Say it with me, "Go Mamma, Go Mamma."

Yep, one bad mamma!

~ DeDe

Happy Birthday

2009-07-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday America! "O say can you see by the dawns early light..." (sing it with me!) The United States of America is officially 233 years old today. Just like any nationally declared holiday, it has slipped from it's original meaning to the commercialized display of self centered wonder.

Christmas, the birth of Jesus to Santa Claus and presents. Easter, the death and resurrection of Jesus to the bunny and candy filled baskets. Thanksgiving, the sharing of thanks and friendship, to turkey, football and over eating.

Today, Independence Day, the birthing of a nation with God Almighty's favor upon it, to fireworks, beer and the backyard BBQ.

O we may not agree with all that our nation stands for in this current era, or be proud of the decisions made in the name of democracy. But may we not forget the years rolled out behind us of those who followed whole heartedly their convictions, standing up for freedom, for justice. Mostly for the ability to read our Bibles, pray, and say the name of Jesus without the fear of a gun shot ringing out.

This nation has STRONG roots in God. Just like the nation of Israel in the Old Testament, we too have wandered away and NEED the loving yet firm words of the Lord over and to us "If My people, who are called by My name, will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, THEN will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land." (2 Chronicles 7:14 emphasis mine) Our nation is not known for 'humility' by any means, however each heart rendered individually is God's desire. Our pride of our country should not over write our humility before God.

Today, as we celebrate, let us not criticize our country (perhaps rightly so on some issues) but share about the favor of God, about the signing of the Declaration of Independence, about our fore fathers who loved and believed in this country. When we see the 'ole red, white and blue' waving in the breeze, see in our minds eye the uniforms worn, lemonade stands in front yards, Chevrolets and parades of soldiers coming home from battles, wearing bands on their arms of fallen friends. Picture children in school with their hands over their heart reciting "... one nation under God ..."

If we humble ourselves ... God bless America!

~ DeDe

Thanks Berry Much

2009-06-20T15:54:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling domestic. Not quite Martha Stewart, but enough to actually use my strainer and dug out the metal ladle. We planted 3 strawberry plants about 3 years ago. Amazing how they have grown teeth and have become territorial in the north end of my small garden. While they have choked out the near by 'want to bes', the green leaved beauties have produced a wonderful bounty.

I was hoping for enough berries to make at least one batch of jam. As I stood back and admired my stack of 4 completed jam products, I was content.

Three days later, to my astonishment the once pink fruit now smiled at me with a deep red readiness. I again, maneuvered fashionably about in the kitchen.

Today, a couple of days following, I stood in the garden while the liquid Oregon sunshine drip down my back, I picked yet MORE strawberries. The finished jam sits proudly on the counter. As I was smashing the plump berries, my mind went to the loaves and fishes from Matthew chapter 14. The mental picture was that of Jesus looking up to heaven, giving thanks, and breaks the bread along with the fish which feeds 5,000 men (this NOT including the women and children).

Oh, I may not feed an arena sized group, but a 16 year old boy can account for much of that, with a steady attempt by the 10 year old as well. I smile as I gave thanks for the berries that totally surprised me. God is so good at decadent delightful displays of His love.

Thanks berry much Lord!

~ DeDe

A Sick Mind

2009-06-17T14:41:00.000-07:00

I have heard the statement, "A clean desk is a sign of a sick mind." Well, I really should be hospitalized! I have been going from room to room, THOROUGHLY cleaning. As I approached my desk, I knew the job was going to be a dandy. It took quite a while, and a filled garbage bag later ... it is clean, C-L-E-A-N I tell you!

I can now find a pencil, the yellow highlighter, AND one of many pads of paper. Paper clips are all tucked in. Oh, the doors to the shelves actually shuts. My poor mouse now has room to roam on the pad. Life is good for that electrical rodent.

Now, (taking a DEEP breath) on to my sons room.

~ DeDe

Straining 4 the Finish Line

2009-06-08T17:36:00.000-07:00

Schools out for summer! So the song goes. As I go about my normal routine, or attempt to, my youngest son asks me to play Playstation with him. Hm... this could be a nice break from scrubbing the bathroom floor. As I meander on over, I tell him 'build me a car and lets do this', knowing his game of choice would be 'Need for Speed'.

Handing me the controller which I find to be completely foreign to the touch, he begins the technical instructions: gas, stop, turn, back up. I thought, "I can do this, how difficult can it be to race through town."

The count down. 3 - 2 WAIT! "which car am I again??" "The Y-E-L-L-O-W one mom!" he says with exhausted breath like I had asked what came after the letter A or something.

Eyes fixed on the yellow sports car, controller in hand, the light turns green. He spins off with high speed screeching. Me, NOTHING. Not a thing! Exasperated, I begin to push ALLLLL the buttons. Now I am moving. Which button did it? I have no clue, but I am going... going... speeding ... straight for the cement WALL! Attempting to turn, sparks spraying in all directions, I hug that wall tighter than a jockey atop a race horse. Looking confidently as my son begins to laugh at the mishap, I steadily told him, "I wanted racing stripes on my car, now I have it."

Continuing with the race, a guttural laugh begins within me, soon turning to an uncontrollable hysterical roar, now unable to maneuver my vehicle at all, I aim somewhat for the street signs, asking my son if I get points for those. "Um.... no mom." "What?" I declare. "THAT was a perfect hit!"

When I FINALLY reach the finish line, my son passing me in a flash of glory, the screen flashes 'RACE OVER'. It is then that I am compelled to kindly return the controller to the 10 year old.

As I return to the cleaning of the floors, my thoughts go to Paul, as he says in Philippians "But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." I give a little chuckle, how is it that I KNOW Paul was not referring to racing through town via a hand held controller straining for the finish line. But it humors me to think so. And straining I was.

~ DeDe

It's all in the word

2009-04-23T06:46:00.000-07:00

Not too long ago I visited Canada. The home of the bright red maple leaf. I actually took a picture of a authentic Canadian goose, just to say I saw one in its homeland. Rather exciting it was!

But what I found to be so FUN, was the difference in certain words or phrases between American usage and that of Canadian. Like, we spell 'center' the correct way, where they spell it 'centre' (just kidding).

What really floated my boat was the use of ... "Eh" It was attached to about every sentence, conversation, and at special moments it stood alone, as though, just to say "EH" wrapped up the whole thought patterns of those in the room.

It was said with such vigor, enthusiasm, and it NEVER lost its strength! Sounds like I am describing a breath mint or something. At one point it dawned on me, that we Americans too have a sound we use often, yet ours is more of a grunt, coming from the gut ~ expressed in the throat ... "huh".

I guess its all in a word. Eh? (you know I am just mess'in with ya all)

~ DeDe

My New Site

2009-04-10T19:47:00.000-07:00

For fun, check out my new site called Dancing Literary Art. Click on it over at the right of this page. enjoy!

~ DeDe

Hosanna! The Easter Gospel

2009-04-08T18:13:00.000-07:00

'Makarios Anastasis'. This week is the traditional season of Passover for those of Jewish heritage or faith. Passover is the Hebrew celebration of remembering God delivering them from Egyptian bondage. The story is found in the book of Exodus.

The FINAL delivering power was that of the blood of a lamb. In short, the Israelites were to slay an unblemished lamb, and place the blood of the lamb on the door posts of their home. The angel of death came, (killing all first born males) when the blood was seen, the angel passed over the home. Soon the Israelites were leaving Egypt FREE.

A different time:WAIT. what is that we hear.. LISTEN ~ do you hear the muffled sounds of a crowd, now the clip ~ clop of hooves? Someone is yelling something. Who is it that comes riding in on a donkey... the LAMB of God!(Mark 11:7-10) The crowd yells "Hosanna... Hosanna in the Highest."

Hosanna is the Greek version of the Hebrew saying 'yasha na' (yaw-shaw naw) meaning 'save we pray'. This is taken from the Hallel, from Psalms 118:25,26 "O LORD, save us; O LORD , grant us success.Blessed is he who comes in the name of the LORD.From the house of the LORD we bless you." (NIV) The King James says "Save now, I beseech thee" (hosanna)

As Jesus rides into Jerusalem, they yell "Hosanna!" ~ "Save we Pray!" Can you grasp the impact of what they are saying? Jesus was fulfilling the prophetic words of Zechariah 9:9 and that of 2 Samuel 7:12-13

Then.. just 4 chapters later, that same crowd was again yelling, but this time. "Crucify Him! ~ Crucify Him!" Little did they know they were yelling the same thing. both times! For you see, for Jesus to 'save we pray', they had to 'Crucify Him!'

Loved ones. Jesus is our Passover Lamb! But we can't stop there. Luke chapter 24. Early, three days later after the death of Jesus, women were said to have gone to the tomb, when arriving they found the stone had been rolled away. When they entered in, they did not find the body of Jesus, yet 'two men in clothes that gleamed like lightning stood beside them' (wouldn't that scare the Easter bunny out of anyone). The men said, "Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here; HE HAS RISEN " (emphasis mine). They reminded the women of Jesus' words . "The Son of Man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, be crucified and on the third day be raised again.

"This is where we celebrate .. 'Makarios Anastasis ! Blessed Resurrection!' Oh the joy of Easter, the story, the reality, the TRUTH.

Hosanna, Easter ... the gospel truth. Hosanna has become a phrase of praise. In it's declaration it holds the complete gospel story. 'Save we pray'. THAT HE DID!

Blessings to you and yours,

~DeDe

You Define the Depth

2009-03-29T07:23:00.001-07:00

Have you ever felt compelled to get all spiffied up, put on your best duds, or perhaps slide into a nice warm jacket, then realize you have no destination in mind, 'all dressed up and no where to go.'

Our relationship with God is like that at times, we read our Bibles, have our devotions, say our prayers, yet ... that is as far as we get. I am guilty of this. It is as if I am waiting for God to make the first move. James says clearly "Come near to God and He will come near to you." (4:8)

One of God's strongest attributes is that of His patience. He longs for us to come to Him, He is waiting. The principle is the same in all relationships, if you want it to be strong and deep, you have to cultivate it, put time and energy into it ... particupate IN it.

So today, enjoy your relationship with Jesus, YOU define the depth, call out to Him, seek Him, enter in, come close to Him. Don't merely stand out in the cold and allow just a few drops of God to fall on you, DIVE in and get Him all over you!

~ DeDe

Oh to Learn

2009-03-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

This week I was again reminded of the NEED to ... learn. Often I think, "O I have been at this long enough ... I SHOULD KNOW THIS!" Yet, at least for me, I keep coming up short every time. I felt God nudge me, (in doing so I am humbled, and must say to my relief) He showed me, that the things, the qualities that it takes to be strong in God, do not come natural to me, they are to be learned. Then, reviewed ~ worked ~ walked and learned AGAIN

These are a few, 'to learn' I gleaned from bible study this week, and found a couple extra on my own. (yep even MORE to learn)

Deut. 4:10 LEARN to revere the Lord
1 Chr. 28:9 LEARN to know God intimately (NLT)
Job 34:4 LEARN what is good
Psalm 51:6 LEARN wisdom
Psalm 119:73 LEARN His commands
Matt. 11:28-30 LEARN to rest
Luke 11:1 LEARN to pray
Heb. 5:8 LEARN obedience
Phil. 4:12 LEARN contentment
Col. 1:10 LEARN to know God better and better (NLT)

Learning is a process, and the Holy Spirit is an awesome Teacher ~ teach us, teach ME!

~ DeDe

But Sir !

2009-02-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

When was the last time something was asked of you, that you KNOW you could not possibly do it, or even come close to attaining it? Kind of frustrating isn't it? This is how Gideon felt when out minding his own business, when the angel of the Lord came and appeared to him. The Israelites at this time had been oppressed by other nations, primarily the Midianites. Now the Lord calls Gideon "... mighty warrior." Telling him, "go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian's hand..."

I LOVE Gideon's response, "But Sir...how can I save Israel ... my clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family." (Judges 6:13,15) We all have had "But Sir" moments, haven't we? Moments when God asks something of us, moments when we need to do or be something that is beyond us. We feel weak, and insignificant. Oh, God's response is SO valuable and the TRUE foundation of success. The Lord answered, "I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites together."

Gideon goes on to lead a small army to victory, with unconventional ways ... blowing trumpets, breaking pots and holding huge Bic lighters. I believe God wants us all to have Gideon experiences. Turning our 'But Sir, I am weak ... and the least... how can I...?' to victory believing His word to us, 'I will be with you, and you will...'

What is God asking of us today? What name like 'mighty warrior' is He giving, that totally blows us away, perhaps ... courageous missionary, passionate teacher, gentle leader, faithful friend, and prayer warrior, even loving mom. He may even call us to unconventional ways, yet how exciting to see how it all unfolds.

Join with me, as we turn our 'but Sir' into 'I will be with you and you will...'

In Him, DeDe (Ps. 92:4 "You thrill me, LORD ...")

Found Favor

2009-02-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

I do love a good story. One full of intrigue, challenge, and PLEEEZE the underdog WINS! I have been studying the book of Esther, better yet, Esther herself. The story hits a high note as Esther stands before the king, beginning her request to spare the Jews, she says "If I have found favor with you, O King..."

How often do we stand with a request, and seek the King's favor, or merely just stand before the King, praying ~ hoping His favor flows strong today! There is so much that we encounter on a daily basis, trials and choices, loves and loses. A wise friend shared with me recently "you know the righteous and narrow would judge harshly, but I think that King David, would understand.. he had such an insight into love, passion, and beauty." I would add, and his God. David experienced God on so many levels, he knew Him on the battlefield, as a shepherd boy, and yes, as one with authority to have whatever he wants as king, yet it is David that said, "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart" (Ps. 37:4)

He knew Him too with a closeness many of us long for, "... You are familiar with all my ways." (Ps. 139:3b) yet even in the familiar setting, David shares from an experienced heart, "The Lord is gracious and compassionate slow to anger and rich in love." (Ps. 145:8)

Found favor ... As Esther experienced the favor of King Xerxes, and David with the King of Kings, we too, as children of the Most High God, come 'boldly before the throne ... let your request be made known.' God desires to love on us, Father us and bless us.

~ DeDe

Satisfied

2009-01-29T06:01:00.000-08:00

How often do we go to the frig with great hopes of finding something to satisfy that craving, the craving we really aren't sure what we want, but we want something. So we reach around, dig through, push things aside looking for fulfillment.

This is true too with our souls as well. We hunger, and often rummage around to find fulfillment, through people, possessions and position. David declared in Psalm 63:1 "O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you, my soul thirsts for you... ." When God created man, He created him body and soul. Our bodies being from the dust of earth, it is therefore nourished by the earth. Yet our souls where created by the breath of God, Genesis 2:7 "The LORD God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and man became a living being." 'Living being', this is the translated Hebrew word for soul. It is the breath of God that nourishes the soul, HE is our souls only fulfillment.

The Psalmist beautifully shares, "For He (the Lord) satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things." (Ps. 107:9) Today, as we begin our day, pouring that cup of coffee, snacking on that bagel, may we seek as David did, "O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you, my souls thirsts for YOU!"

~ DeDe

Yes ... Amen

2009-01-23T10:21:00.001-08:00

Ah, a new word. Well... not a NEW word, but my next scripture I am meditating on and working towards memorizing.

"For no matter how many promises God has made they are 'Yes' in Christ. And so through Him the 'Amen' is spoken by us to the glory of God" (2 Cor. 1:20)

Yes, yes ... AMEN!

~ DeDe

Current Study

2009-01-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

10 chapters, thats all ... but FULL of tremendous insights. Esther ~ the only book in the Bible that does not mention God by name, yet God is all over it! Join us will you?

~ DeDe

* Beautiful art work done by Scott

Taking on the Challenge

2009-01-05T08:26:00.000-08:00

I have joined a group of women from across the nation to memorize 2 portions of scripture each month for the WHOLE year of 2009! Whahoo that is 24 verses! (or MORE)

I have chosen the below to get me started:

"Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for His compassion's never fail. They are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. I say to myself 'The LORD is my portion therefore I will wait for Him.' The LORD is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him" (Lamentations 3:22~25 NIV)

Join me will you in taking the challenge to meditate and memorize HIS word!

"If Your law had not been my delight, I would have perished in my affliction" (Ps. 119:92)

His word ~ my delight! A new verse the 1st and the 15th of the month.

~ DeDe

New Every Morning

2009-01-02T09:32:00.000-08:00

"The LORD's loving-kindness indeed never ceases, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning. Great is Your faithfulness." (Lamentations 3:22,23)

It is as if God lays out compassion (mercy) for us each morning. We merely need to accept it and wear it! "So as those who have been chosen of God, holy and beloved, put on a heart of compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience" (Colossians 3:12)

Each morning we prepare for our day whether that be home, work or school. May we reach for what God has laid out for us to put on... His qualities. "They are new every morning..." Now THAT is a wardrobe! Dressed for success!

In Him, DeDe

Myrrh of CHRISTmas

2008-12-25T08:22:00.000-08:00

Often we read through the Christmas story and highlight the most spectacular parts, singing angels … “Fear Not…” statements, the Star of Bethlehem, and yes the dingy manger. YET, there are some quiet and seem less significant items to be had in the excitement.

Consider if you would, the Magi as they prepare for their trek out to find the child to whom the Star belongs. They are packing, dividing up the supplies list, then they come to the gift inventory, gold is given to the first, then frankincense handed to another, ‘O yeah, the myrrh is last’. How would YOU like to be handed the myrrh, and picture yourself bowing low, head to the floor while you offer M-Y-R-R-H (said with an Eeyore deep tone) to the King of Kings! You may think “Dude, why do I have to carry the white elephant gift???”

AH… the gifts, gold, frankincense and MYRRH. Have we ever really thought WHAT is myrrh? I can assure us all that it was not a last minute addition, or a ‘re-gifting’ of an unwanted gift.

The divine significance of myrrh:

Exodus 30:22-23 Myrrh ~ an ingredient used in the anointing oil of the Tabernacle and the priests.

Luke 7:36-50 Myrrh ~ (myron) perfumed oil/ointment poured over Jesus’ feet.

John 19:39-40 Myrrh ~ used as one of the spices to prepare Jesus’ body for burial.

Picture now, the Christ child, perhaps two in age, curly dark hair, possibly pudgy cheeks. At His feet, men of wisdom and honor now place gold, frankincense and MYRRH. The anointing oil of the TABERNACLE and THE Priest. “The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us…” (John 1:14) The perfumed oil poured on His feet as a grown man, that soon would be pierced. The oil added to the spices wrapped around His body following His death.

Myrrh, how prophetic. A new appreciation for the gift.

Gifts given to Jesus have GREAT significance. It is our heart He wants. May we too bow low, offer what we may think insignificant.

Have a VERY blessed CHRISTmas!

In Him, DeDe (Ps. 92:4 “You thrill me, LORD…”)

The Tree

2008-12-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

Yep, it usually is all about the HUNT. Every year we go out as a family, roam the trees (as they ALL begin to look the same) for that ONE tree. Think about the tradition. How so very weird ... go get a live tree, cut that puppy down, strip it from its home, bring it into our house, place it in what MUST be a very uncomfortable stand, decorate it. Then pile brightly wrapped gifts under it.

The Tree... the stories it could tell, the years of standing in the field among all the other trees, some bigger, thinner, rounder, straighter, taller. The comments made about it, and the 'just pass on by' attitude. Then one day, a family comes and stands in front of it declaring 'THIS is the ONE!' The joy to be chosen! The satisfaction of purpose being fulfilled! O the joy of giving represented around that tree!

Us... standing among others, some bigger, thinner, rounder, straighter, taller. Comments made about us, and the 'just pass on by' attitude. Then one day JESUS comes and stands in front of us, declaring 'YOU are the One! The joy to be chosen! The satisfaction of purpose being fulfilled. The field now bare, because the grove keeper has transplanted them ALL!

In some ways we have much in common with the tree...

~ DeDe

Taken for Granted Blessedness

2008-12-09T06:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, sitting in a comfy purple velvet over sized chair at Starbucks, I held my laptop on my knees, balancing my spiral journal, pencil between my teeth, and a warm 'Carmel Apple Cider' drink on the table next to me. Before I knew it, 3 HOURS had passed as folks came and went, caffeine dispensed, greetings exchanged, yet to be honest, it all became a blur to me as I studied.

In my pursuit to truly get my head around my current research of what it is to be 'blessed', I was amazed at the 'unaware', or might I say 'taken for granted blessedness' there really is. In this day and age, society states a completely different list of 'blessed are...' statements contrary to the list Jesus gives in The Beatitudes found in Matt. 5 (that is where I began, yet was taken back to the Psalms)

First, a quick definition of the Greek word for blessed, "The state of one who has become a partaker of God, to experience the fulness of God"

In a recent exercise posed to me, I looked at such a list we might write, here is a segment of a HUGE list:

Blessed are the beautiful

Blessed are the thin and shapely

Blessed are those who dwell in large houses

Blessed are those with BIGGER toys

Blessed are those with authority

Blessed are those with a title

Blessed are those with more education

Fascinating, most of these are external, and don't really hit and affect the inner man. Throughout the Bible, God shares His desire for us to share in His Kingdom, THERE is true 'blessedness'. Ps. 32:1 "Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered." Ps. 84:5 "Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim You, who walk in the light of Your presence". Ps. 112:1 "Blessed is the man who fears the Lord, who finds great delight in His commands". And Proverbs 29:18 (O this is a dandy) "When people do not accept divine guidance, they run wild, but whoever obeys the law is joyful" Or as the King Jimmy says "Blessed is he!"

God's Presence, delighting in Him, accepting His guidance... YES ! Blessedness taken for granted!

~ DeDe

The Wave of the Hand

2008-12-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, as I was driving my youngest son to school, I waved at a couple of high school students as they awaited the arrival of the big yellow school bus. Then at the 4-way stop sign further down the street, I again lifted my hand at the passing car. My son asks, "Are you going to wave at EVERYONE?" Well, the thought then occurred to me, and told him, "yes, yes I am" while smiling into the rear view mirror to my son sitting behind me.

So I proceeded to do just that, to my sons embarrassment. As cars passed me, and the driver caught my eye, I raised my hand. Oh mind you, not one of those lean forward and wave your hand as to direct an incoming Boeing, but just the raise of the elbow and wrist. It was actually FUN!

In the early drizzle of the day, among the hopes of getting to the destination without traffic delays, or any other mishaps the automobile can offer, these folks got a ... 'wave'. Some smiled, some I am confident, wondered if I had WAY too much 'double shots' in my latte at the Starbucks drive through.

The word actually says, "greet one another with a holy kiss..." well... um (clearing the throat) THAT was a cultural practice, and in some parts of the world they are accustomed to that. But here ... a simple wave of the hand, a smile can express a kind greeting.

The wave of the hand, a smile and make'em wonder!

~ DeDe

A Watchful Eye

2008-11-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

At the request of a friend, she asked that I look into the biblical understanding of what it is to guard your heart. I was taken to "Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life" (Pro. 4:23)

At a quick glance this seems a simple act to do, 'guard your heart' ~ BUT, in the original Hebrew it is much MORE then a casual ... throw your hand up and stop things coming your way! It is a strong word (nasar), literally meaning, 'to imprison.' It conveys the idea of taking custody of something, and placing it under a watchful eye, even placing it under the care of an armed guard. THAT is some serious guarding.

When a guard is assigned his post, he is given very specific regulations, he is told his border of influence, and given the authority to enforce restraint. I appreciate how The Message, put it; "Keep vigilant watch..." The Hebrew Interlinear, actually uses 2 words, to capture the emphasis 'guard preserve.' Here, it broadens the picture, we are not only keeping a watchful eye on our heart, but also with the intent to preserve it, as to cover it, and place it in a very secure area!

The heart. Hm... small word that identifies so much: the seat of ones inner nature, the intellect, will and emotions. Interestingly it is closely related to 'nepesh' the soul.

So in short, it is up to us to guard, to place ourselves in a secure area, where a close eye can be kept on our mind, our decision making, and emotions. We are instructed in Ephesians chapter 6, to put on the armor of God, and taking up His weaponry of His word.

"Above all else..." (this is important, so DO it!) guard your heart ..." (get militant about it!) for it is the well spring of life" (the determining factor of your life).

Guard. (I know, easier said then done)

~ DeDe

Let's Talk Turkey

2008-11-26T16:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Thanksgiving. A day set aside for those liberating themselves of the demonic enforced 'calorie count' (just kidding). A day with plans of food, fun, friends and family.

For many, the day begins with the tradition of watching the Thanksgiving Day Parade. As a child, this was our 'jammies' activity. Not that the parade actually interested us, but it was the long anticipated wait for the arrival of yes... Santa Claus. His appearance was announced with splashes of spouting snow flying off the corners of his sleighed float. While 'Jingle Bells' blared from the speaker system for all to hear.

For some, Thanksgiving means parked in front of the electronic entertainment box. Watching the tossing, running, and tackling of a football. While those same holiday participants watch the clock, waiting, LONGING for the afterglow of the couched ... NAP!

While all these fabulous activites are going on, the turkey carved and naked and BEFORE the fork sporting the last bite of chocolate pecan pie hits our lips ... give thanks! There is always something to thank the Creator for. Psalm 92:1 "It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord and sing praises unto Thy name, O Most High."

Pause... identify HIM, as the One who gives, protects, loves and extends so much to us. Give thanks!

Blessings, DeDe

Orchestrator

2008-11-23T10:10:00.000-08:00

I LOVE how God is the orchestrator of all things. This week I am beginning an intense study of The Beatitudes, from Matthew chapter 5. I have always wanted to work through this portion of scripture. YET, it is HUGE, so I have enlisted the help of 5-6 pastors. THIS is going to be fun.

Just this morning I received my weekly Greek word study, offered through the internet, guess what this weeks word is??? Give up? Makarios! Totally cool! Makarios is 'blessed', as in the 'blessed are ...' statements of The Beatitudes. The writer of this weekly study is a Greek scholar and really knows his stuff, he usually takes WEEKS to work through one word.

Blessed ... 'the state of one who has become a partaker of God.'

I am really excited to dig in!

~ DeDe

Come Just As You Are

2008-11-19T10:32:00.000-08:00

L ast night I went to bible study in my pajama pants, Seaside Oregon sweatshirt, and my worn yet cozy slippers. My goal in such a stunt? To provide a visual aide for the gals. We are studying the Tabernacle of Moses, and we are up to the altar of sacrifice. The altar representing the covering of Jesus on our lives, we need only to come just as we are.

Sure there are times to get all gussied up, put on our very best, but this is not one of them. Atonement is covering. Regardless of what we are wearing, (inside or out) it then becomes overlain with the blood of Jesus.

So, that hoody you desperately love, cause it is SOOO comfy, the thick socks that the heel needs tending to, or the sweats that may not be too appealing ~ Come just as you are before the very presence of God!

~ DeDe

Confess it!

2008-11-16T08:06:00.000-08:00

The holidays are HERE. Amazing, we pause and attempt to gear up for the focus. Thanksgiving. My head and heart are wrapped around Ps. 136:1 "Give thanks to the Lord for He is good, His love endures forever." Give thanks... LOVE the Hebrew word ... 'yada', meaning to give thanks, worship with outstretched hands, and to confess.

We confess MUCH in our daily lives, expressed in our attitudes, actions and what we say. Are we confessing God? Confessing He is good? Or do we complain, whine and go on our merry way.

Thankfulness, (confession) is not a seasonal expression, a day on the calendar that we muster up a thankful thought, no it is a daily heart condition.

Give thanks to the Lord for His is GOOD!

Confession, being in agreement that God is WHO He said He is, and He is capable to do what He said He can. Join Thomas as he confessed 'My Lord and my God!" Intimate knowledge of the sacrifical love of God.

~ DeDe

The 'Olden Days'

2008-11-15T10:43:00.000-08:00

I am now on the OTHER side of the 'olden days' (sigh). I came across these pictures on one of my friends facebook pages. My college graduation 1985. WOW, my fingers had a hard time finding these numbers on the keyboard. Portland Bible College - Go Eagles!

I am the one in the red skirt. This was my hang out group - what a fun bunch of folks. Heck, now we all sport a bit of gray in our hair.

God is my God of the then, the God of my NOW, and my God for tomorrow.

Path Dweller

2008-11-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

Proverbs 3:5-6 says "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight".

Life ~ it comes at us fast and hard sometimes ... mistakes, choices, adjustments. The path of life is bumpy, scary, quite the adventure one might say.

HOWEVER, we pick ourselves up - dust the grime of the path off us and begin walking again. THAT is the Christian path. Jesus is the Path Dweller. Full of compassion, mercy and always the extended hand to help us up every time we slip (and we will).

"He will make your paths straight." Those bumps will smooth out. Twists and turns will soon become even. Take the hand of the Path Dweller. When doing so, our footing more secure, and the VIEW spectacular along the way!

~ DeDe

Holy Windows

2008-11-12T06:45:00.000-08:00

Ever feel those moments when life seems to smack you into a wall. And that wall aint comin down. Daniel was up against such walls, (Daniel 6) YET daily he went to his room and prayed with open windows. God will provide open windows for us, we just need to decorate those windows, enjoy the view and the breeze that flows through.

God is Good!

~ DeDe

It's Pouring

2008-11-11T11:27:00.000-08:00

So here we are ... rain. As an Oregonian, I SHOULD be used to this. As one whom lives in the Pacific Northwest, I should expect this. But ... head hung, eyes cast down, boo-boo lips out, "I dont like it" (whine ~ whine).

Pull out the umbrella, dart over the puddles, and set those shoes out to dry, yep... I am an Oregonian.

BUT - there is always another umbrella to dream of ...

someday...

~ DeDe

Gimme A BREAK !!!

2008-11-07T20:59:00.001-08:00

Alright I am all over the holidays. LOVE the holidays. BUT. Seeing the Christmas wrapping paper in the stores NOW is alittle over the top. Yet THAT still doesn't grind the chock board like THIS... There actually is a house on our street that has their house decorated, and it has been this way ALL week.

Gimme a BREAK! The first of November?? Where is the turkey, where is Thanksgiving. I love Thanksgiving.

O Bruther! (had to share)

Googling God

2008-11-05T18:03:00.000-08:00

Have you noticed how easy it is to just sit down at the computer and have SO much at your finger tips? What once took eons to find out, now comes to you in a flash ... well ... depending on your Internet speed.

'Google' has become a common house hold term, right up there with the ancient phrase 'look it up in the dictionary dear'. We can google until our hearts content, or until our eyes become heavy from starring at the white computer screen.

I surf and google quite often when doing my own research, I have found sites that actually tickle my fancy with Hebrew Lexicons (O the JOY!) hermeneutical commentaries, theological insights AND pages and pages of images to help me tell my stories. What an awesome tool this google.

The totally cool and amazing aspect of this is, God is so accessible now. I have noticed folks are googling God. My own website has had over 8,000 visits. These people may just type in a simple word of interest and WHALA, before they know what hit them, they have Yahweh in their face, (kidding).

But what a gift... type in a word and get God stuff. This has spurred me on... I am excited again about writing. Pull out the dusty books, bookmark the Lexicons, and underline the verses, type up a storm. If folks are googling God, I will help give them something to find.

Graciously googling God with grand gratitude!

~ DeDe

THAT Takes Courage

2008-10-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

Y esterday, I walked my son into school, HIGH SCHOOL! My goal was to make it to the administration office, clearing him to be gone on a hunting trip. As I walked across the cement walk ways, I shivered, and mind you it was not just due to the chilly fall air.

As those glass doors opened, I felt myself react involuntary, a slight fear over took me. Hundreds ~ HUNDREDS of kids! I have never felt so short. Here I am, a middle aged woman, dwarfed by the next generation. I can plainly see that black is the color choice of these mini adults.

We made it safely into the sanctuary of the office, as we entered into the more quiet arena, I said to my son 'THAT took courage", apparently stating that with the deafening ear I had obtained in the hall way, I said it rather loud, the staff members all burst out in laughter, as one echoed my declaration with her own "you got THAT right".

The high school I attended was very small, and those joining me in numbers was represented in the door way of my sons school. HOW do they do this, day in and day out. I asked my son, if this was the layout of a normal day, "Yep". Hm... no wonder our youth are timid in some ways, and screaming for attention in others. They can't get past the front doors without being impacted by a crowd.

THAT takes courage. May our youth be 'girded' with God.

Faith

2008-10-22T16:27:00.001-07:00

I have the wonderful privilege of doing research for my pastor, this week I was commissioned to pull out the text books and look at faith ...

The bible speaks of faith, and faithfulness, over 60 times it refers to the faithfulness of God, 40 of those instances occur in the Psalms. Not surprising as Psalms tends to be a book of transparency of heart, written sonnets if you will, of the struggles of the Godly AND their total dependence on God being faithful.

It is taking this commitment that God has to us, and wallpapering our hearts with it (ok, a little too poetic, but true). Faith (faithfulness) in the Greek is 'pistis' it is translated faith, belief, trust and conviction. In some respect, faith is a very intimate concept, it is that 'firm conviction of the truthfulness of God'. Applying who God is ~ what God says to my life, and then responding back to Him in that understanding. Literally it is to win over, to persuade. God's desire is to win us over... win us from the world, its pull, its distractions, its impending doom. Once fully convinced of the righteous motivation of God for us, His love and mercy, THEN we too take on a carefulness in preserving what is committed to our trust ... to share God with others.

Faith ...

Dwelling Relationship

2008-10-08T05:37:00.000-07:00

Interesting, hm... interesting. Last night at bible study, we were looking at the Tabernacle of Moses, absolutely LOVE this study. During the teaching video, I was off on my own little jaunt, not that she wasn't interesting enough, but God had me else where for a few minutes.

I noticed that God wanting to dwell with us, takes many shapes and forms, twists and turns. What jumped out at me was, that the God who created the universe, whose throne is heaven and foot stool is the earth, He too created the first dwelling place with man. Genesis 2:8 says "... the LORD God had planted a garden..." God planted the garden, and brought man there. Adam came to God's place (in a sense).

To make a long story short, man mucked things up, got kicked out of God's place. BUT... God still wanted man. Fast forward. Exodus 25, God is telling Moses about building the Tabernacle. He says, "...have them make a sanctuary for Me, and I will dwell among them." Hm... now man is to do the making. Man is to construct, create the dwelling place. WHY? Why, when the all powerful God, could have just spoke, and the Tabernacle would be.

The first dwelling in the garden was free, man just was, God walked with man. Man named the animals, found a woman there, yes paradise. Life was good. God created for man. This new dwelling place is in the WILDERNESS! Dusty, no rivers flowing, no endless supply of food and water. Man now created for God. There was work, participation required, sacrifice. Man had to find the supplies, use his own resources. It was going to cost man.

Amazing. God calls us to a dwelling relationship. It may cost us. Sacrifice, participation, the use of our resources. In all essense... we are created for God, while we in turn, we make room, if need be, CREATE room for God to dwell with us.

Yes, these thoughts are extreme, and not complete, but they helped me to see and understand God's desire for man, and in that desire, He desires to see man ... desire HIM.

Seasons

2008-09-30T14:06:00.001-07:00

I love this time of year. The changing of the seasons, from summer to autum. The colors are so vibrant. The smells potent. The air crisp. There are times I walk outside and just take a huge breath, breathe in the wonder of the season.

I enjoy also the beckoning of a patchwork blanket in the evenings, the lighting of candles, the warmth of a fire. Early mornings when the house is hushed, dim with light, I frequent the eastern picture window, as the sun rises. Bringing with it the color as if brushed with the artists hand, hues of water splashed with color. Pinks, yellows, and orange. The colors of ... joy.

I love this time of year. Seasons of the heart.

Walk With Me

2008-09-17T12:57:00.000-07:00

"Walk with me, this morning", says the Lord. The morning is lovely. The air so fresh it nearly takes your breath away. Drink it in again, and again, intoxicate yourself with the newness of the day, as My mercies wash over you. I smile with overcome joy, as you join me.

Take My hand as I share My creation with you. The trees are dancing to the breeze, light, yet consuming as the leaves are taken to flight and whispped away. The colors are a soft blend of oranges, yellows and reds often not found in a crayon box, though bold and sensational.

"Look up..." our heads tilting to the sky. Dazzling ~ the brilliance of shining blue, I polished it with My own hand ... just for you. The depth of blue is more captivating than that of sapphire, is it not? What contrast of blue and swaying orange. Can you feel the lean of the trees as they match the wind with movement? Hear the rustle of leaves as they rub against one another? It is as if a ballet of sorts is birthed, bending and swaying, leaps and delicate stretches. The dance of the leaves.

"Walk with me", as we near a covered bridge, where swallows have made their home, dashing about only to make their presence known. Our feet blow the leaves away with each step, causing too the crunch of those left under foot.

Pausing now, we peek out the wood carved window on the bridge, leaning to see the river pass below. A rhythm, swift, moving along as destined, just as My lovingkindness flows for you, always going, never stopping.

Further still we meander, no hurry, following the road paved with small pebbles and crushed rock. The path straight and inviting. Trees lining the road as if saluting us, while branches wave as welcoming banners. Off to the left a meadow, open and grand. Here too we stop and admire the open spaces of My kingdom, room to run and freedom to be. My hand defines the spaces, My hand creates the road, My hand directs the breeze.

"Walk with me", as we venture on to a serene intimate pond. Our gaze fixed on the hugues of color, the tantalizing stillness. The water as it trickles over the stone. Quiet, so quiet... demanding even sound to stop and admire the beauty. Awe inspiring isnt it? Take in the moment and etch it in your memory.

Stepping softly away as not to tamper with My divinely painted corner, leaving it as your eyes first saw it. Picture this when you feel the brush of My finger across your cheek, whispering "be still and know that I am God.."

"Walk with me", as our journey continues from one land scape to another. Enjoying the pleasure of My company, receiving My acceptance as you are. See what I see, hear what I hear, and feel what I feel. The beauty created by My presence, the path goes on. "Walk with Me again."

Time to Play

2008-09-06T08:06:00.000-07:00

I am learning to 'play'. I NEED to play. Take time, energy and seek things, events, and people that cause me to enjoy life a little more. Last night I went to a High School football game. A dear friends son, is a senior and wears proudly number #62. I didn't really have a clue what was going on down on the field, but I did enjoy the energy in the stands as the burgundy team ran across the end zone carrying the leather ball.

Play. Mr. Webster describes play as to 'have fun, and amuse oneself.' Hm.. self inflicted amusement. Never thought of it that way. I think I can do that. So, I will put on some weird glasses (my son and I on vacation, as we 'played' in the store) continue to dance down the isles at the store (to my boys horror) and sing alittle louder, stay a little longer during the sunset, smile bigger, eat more chocolate, wander the isles of the Goodwill (its the hunt) even swing on the swing at the park, yell at a football game. All the while define it as 'self inflicted amusement'. Whahoo, bring on the amusement!

Time to play...

Nothing But Time

2008-08-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

This week I spent a few days on the farm. My family and I made the 3 hour trek up North into Washington. Visiting some dear friends of mine, she, a mother in the Lord, hosted us graciously. (yes, this is me pictured 'walking a goat')

Life on the farm is slow compared to the city life, BUSY but slow paced. I needed that pace for a few days. When you slow down, the thoughts in your head are much clearer. Nothing but time to think.

One morning, I strapped on my MP3 player, coat and with a mug of French Vanilla coffee drink I headed out for a 2 hour walk. I walked and walked. Around the little community, sat on the dew soaked swing at the school yard, on the steps of the classrooms as I sipped my coffee drink. A couple of deer stood and watched as I meandered about. I soon headed down to the field. Through the barnyard, down the dusty drive, pass the electric fences.

Once in the pasture, the atmosphere changed. The quiet. A 100 acres around me of quiet. Nothing but time to think.

Think and pray. I am now back home in the hustle and bustle of fast paced city life, but the thoughts from the quiet I bring with me.

Nothing but time...

I Can't see ...

2008-08-08T16:38:00.000-07:00

"I can't see ~ I can't see, there's something (almost) in my eye!" The cries of a new wearer of contacts. Personally I feel if Jesus had preached His sermon on the Mt. regarding the 'log in your own eye', using modern analogy, a contact would indeed be used! O the PAIN!

I have yet to have a successful landing. Laugh you might, but nay I travail! Amazing, how the eye closes and cries profusely when the finger comes near. I weep like a child on the first day of school, carrying on so. I made 3 attempts today, and gave up only after a puddle of cleaning solution began to flow across the bathroom counter.

Tomorrow. A new day! I will yet again, fight the good fight!

ps... stop laughing at me.

2008-08-07T21:37:00.001-07:00

Under Construction

Did I Mention Sun!

2008-08-03T15:28:00.000-07:00

I now sport a T-shirt that says "I survived CAMPING". Totally kidding, but hey it may sell! I am not big on camping, now give me a cozy cabin near a lake with the faint sound of a loon signing its love song out my window, the rhythmic beat of the breeze making its way through the trees, while the sun dances across the water as if to skip with delight. Then yes, bring on camping!

REALITY CHECK ... nope. Tent. sleeping bag. Dirt. Smoke in eyes. RAIN! Yes, rain, the last day as I awoke tangled in my sleeping bag, I heard the slight pat of the rain drops as they fell on the tent. My heart sank, I knew that being this high in elevation, that those small water droplets will indeed turn into a gust of wind, and hurricane force rain torrent. Ok, so I exaggerate a bit. But we did end up packing up everything BUT the kitchen sink, in the rain, soaked to the bone. A 3 hour journey folks! That is what was predicted with Gilligan's tour was it not?

We did have 2 glorious days of sun - sun and did I mention SUN! I took the opportunity to sit near the waters edge for my morning devotions. A place where I return to each year. Quiet and soothing. At one point my oldest son and myself found a wonderful spot (where the above picture was taken of Mt. Hood) to read and soak in the warmth of the mountain air. As we did a bald eagle swooped down in front of us.

A tradition ~ frog hunting. Yes, this bible thumping teacher loves to frog hunt. My son and I hike a short distance to a small pond, it is hidden amongst the trees so tight, I have never seen anyone else there. (Joshua pictured above at pond) I love the hike, to chat with my 15 year old, is special and memorable. The frogs? Two came home with us.

The days crossed off the calendar, an adventure survived.

Camping.

Note to Self

2008-07-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

Note to self: Reminder ~ Enjoy the SUNSHINE! I love a beautiful sunny morning. There is joy in a morning walk, when my surroundings have that fresh scent, perhaps the ground still damp with the dew, and the birds singing their glorious morning hymns.

I have been reminded lately to 'enjoy'. Enjoy my surroundings, enjoy those in my life and for crying out loud have some FUN! Over the past few years, I have taken on a serious tone, I am ready and open for BALANCE!

I was asked recently "DeDe what do you do for fun?" the question was followed with a quick "besides your focus on Bible Study." Hm... I couldn't answer her. Yet the first thought that came to mind was, I have a very mischievous side to me that the Lord has needed to temper, yet there are moments of relapse and remnants of 'fly under the radar and be a prankster'. But, being the Godly Spirit-filled woman that I am, I chose NOT to share this (in a room FULL of gals).

So, I have been on a quest for FUN. Just days after the fun question was asked of me, I was given the offer to learn Italian with a dear friend. HEY, that is it! It's not Hebrew, Greek or Aramaic... so I can officially label it as FUN!

So make a note to yourself ... in search of FUN! (fly under the radar if need be, TP a house or two ~ smile)

Vedere tu in chiesa, Dio tu benedica (see you in church, God bless you)

ciao DeDe

YELL !

2008-07-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

I don't know if your house is quiet or not, ours rarely is. With 2 strapping boys in the house there is always some form of ... NOISE.

On holy occasions, a calmness comes over the home, yet it is short lived. I am learning in these moments there are 2 directions I take. The first, the sense of "aaahhh" quiet. Join me will you? Close your eyes and enjoy it! I mentally bottle it and tuck it away for the more insane times. The other, I take advantage of the ability to actually hear my voice. So I do the mom thing ... I YELL! I was a cheerleader in school so I know how to really belt it out there! To the boys surprise, I yell something kind and loving. It brings them out of their stupor, and take notice of what I just said.

In these moments I simply yell... (usually from the other end of the house) "MATTY" (pause...) he hesitantly responds ... yelling "what?" Continuing in my mom tone ... "I LOVE YOU!" He again, yells back "Oh, okay... I love you too."

In a sense it has become a fun game - a game that THEY are unaware that they are playing. Yep, being a mom can be so fun at times!

May we take more opportunities to YELL! Psalm 107:2 "Let the redeemed of the Lord say so..." (ok, SLIGHTLY out of context, but used with enthusiasm!)

~ DeDe

Sun Spot !

2008-07-19T06:11:00.001-07:00

Sunshine what a glorious warming sensation. A couple of close friends and myself tease about the sunspot that may appear early morning on the floor under the window and the longing to make oneself comfy right in the middle of it.

I followed such a longing a couple of days ago. It was late morning and the sun was shining so brightly and invitingly on the made bed, that I just HAD to succumb to its invitation. I opened the window wide open, with a chill still in the air, I grabbed my light weight quilt and wrapped myself in it. Eyes closed I could feel the sun bathe me with its rays.

Even with the next door construction noises beyond my window, my youngest son sitting next to me chattering on about an upcoming camping trip, I was soon fast asleep.

Sonshine such a glorious warming sensation. Yet, just like that of the sunspots of the morning, we need to POSITION for HIM. See the invitation. Open wide the window, sense Him beyond the noise, get comfy and allow Him to bathe us with His rays, His presence.

Enjoy the sunspots of the Sonshine!

~ DeDe

It is GOOD to Know

2008-07-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

I am sitting here in front of the fan, attempting to stay cool, it is 6:30(ish) in the evening and still a balmy 91 (pant, pant). For the last hour I have been so enjoying myself in spite of the heat. I have visited website after another describing in detail Luther nailing the 95 Theses to the church doors. I then followed along the ravaging journey of Doeg the Edomite as he kills the priests while in Saul's pursuit of David. Looked at Moses as he crossed over onto dry land and begins to sing praise with Miriam "The LORD is my strength and my song, He has become my salvation".

All this for class this week. I may spend a couple of hours and pages of notes, to make a one sentence statement, but I will make the statement in confidence and enjoy the ride along the way. I am learning, that it would take a person who is totally nuts, who sits with a lap full of open books, slips of paper all over her desk, with scribbled notes, indicated with arrows and underlined words, glasses sitting on the end of her nose JUST to ... understand. Totally nuts, yes I am sure, but it is days like today ~ I smile. I think "I SOOO LOVE my job." (if only I got paid for it in hard core CASH)

It is GOOD to know that there is a purpose to my madness. And I can almost smell the lavender as I type my findings.

Go God! Do Your Stuff!

~ DeDe

Confessions of a Girlie Girl!

2008-07-08T05:27:00.001-07:00

I tend to be quite geeky. I LOVE a good word study of the Hebrew or Greek. I take the Mounce's Complete Expository Dictionary to bed as reading material. Yes... nerdy. Many prefer a fictional novel, I reach for a commentary. Some surf the Internet for decorative sites on how and where to purchase the egg shell glossy paint for their dining room. Me, I am reading an article on "Atonement found in the propitiational holiness of Christ's sacrifice."

For my last birthday I was given "Notes, Explanatory and Practical on the Gospels" written by Albert Barnes, 1857 edition. Now THIS is a treasure, and has a distinctive place of honor in our living room. My friend knows me well.

HOWEVER. I DO have a girlie side. A dear pastor friend of mine from the East Coast, teases me that I am too geeky to enjoy girlie things. He, whom I chat with regularly about theological and doctrinal statements. I will have him know, yesterday I went to a 'Tea", (said in your most feminine tone). I sipped tea, splashed with just a hint of milk in a pleasantly painted rose china cup. I ate small adorable finger sandwiches, laced with cream cheese. And YES, I listened to the ladies as they described (in detail, said exhausted breath) their favorite recipes. But will add, as my mind began to wander, there were a few ingredients I didn't have a glue what they were, and suspect that even Martha Stewart would search high and low for such items.

I may wear reading glasses and prefer the company of the stories of Moses as he treks across the desert land. BUT ~ I am quite fond of lace, I enjoy the soft glow of a candle at night. To sit and watch a love story on TV, while snuggled in a warm blanket is my choice for a rainy day. I wear Chloe perfume, and LONG to have my nails pampered with a French manicure. It is extremely important to me to have wonderfully - cute stationary on hand to send to folks, feeling it is a lost art to send mail ... in the MAIL.

I desire the touch of soft fabrics, lavender is my favorite color and fragrance. And yes, I WILL tell ALL - "I cry at Little House in the Prairie!" Who wouldn't when Pa holds Half Pint in his arms while tears roll down his cheeks!

Geeky - yes. Girlie too.

Here's to being girlie! (While a Concordance is tucked under my arm)

~ DeDe

Happy 4th of July

2008-07-04T17:37:00.000-07:00

You would think it was Christmas in July around our house. My boys LOVE the fireworks, fire crackers and smoke bombs, all three boys (this includes my hubby). The louder, the screechier, and the stinkier the BEST.

This morning we went to the city parade, had candy thrown at us. Watched the pooper scooper's do their job in behind the horses and the crowd applaud them. What gets me every time is when the American veterans come through, people stand to their feet in honor.

There is alot of joy to see red, white and blue painted on the children's cheeks, small flags waving in their hands, and the awe of the clown riding on the unicycle. There were marching bands, John Deer tractors, the smiling face of this years Washington County Dairy Queen.

Personally, I must add, one of my most favorite parts of the day is at home, with close friends over, talking laughing, eating. THEN ... after the BBQ has served it's primary purpose, we ROAST MARSHMALLOWS! There is the fine art of slow rotation, smooth soft glow of brown... mmmmm.

This day of celebration did not come without a cost. We tend to forget the pain, the agony, the sacrifice that leads up to the point of celebrating. May we all appreciate and strive to contain an attitude of gratitude for those that came before us.

Thank You Jesus for Your extended release of grace upon us! Thank you to those who fought for a cause, and died for liberty.

ps... ever watch fireworks with 3D glasses, its a trip!

~ DeDe

There is FREEDOM

2008-07-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

In this season of my life, I struggle with WANTING to get comfortable with what and where God has me. But just as I take a seat and begin to shift around like that of a cat, finding just the right comfy spot ~ BAM! God has me up - on my feet and moving again. There goes the comfy, grab a blankie, sit quietly holding a mug of hot chocolate scenario. Alright, for fun throw in an old black and white movie!

Yesterday, I spoke to a gal on the phone, whom I introduced myself to her, her response was "Is this DeDe, the teacher?" This took me back a moment, quickly recovering, I answered "Yes, yes it is." To have someone refer to you with a title, can be intimidating.

Moments later I read this quote, God has a way of quieting our soul doesn't He!

"Recognize your spiritual identity. God is the only one who can label us. He gives us our identity. Knowing who you are is dependent on really knowing who He is." - Priscilla Shirer

Who I am and KNOWING who I am ~ depends on knowing ... HIM! WOW, this will take some time to have it really register, take root and grow within me.

There is freedom in the fact that GOD tags me, God defines who and what I am. And I CAN be comfortable in the 'up on my feet and moving again.' It is so taxing - EXHAUSTING - to TRY to play God in my life, HE is SOOO much better at it! Hands raised, songs of praise, Thank YOU Jesus!

In my life long process of knowing Him, I am who HE says I am, "DeDe the teacher."

~ DeDe

Funny How Un-Discipline can lead to Blessing

2008-06-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hm... I find it funny how being 'un-disciplined' at times can lead to blessing. Yesterday, I WAS suppose to be studying prayer, but got extravagantly sidetracked, onto the path of JOY. I do believe I NEEDED a joy booster. Admittedly so, I am in the 'process' of restoring joy, I would even venture to say 're-creating' joy.

I learned yesterday and this morning, it may be in the journey of JOY that we gain the most pleasure, the repaving if you will of the path of gladness. The Holy Spirit lovingly took my face in His hands and whispered this in my heart:

There is:

Promise of joy ~ joy COMETH ... (Ps. 30:5)
Pursuit of joy ~ MAKE ME to hear joy ... (Ps. 51:8)
Proclamation of joy ~ I WILL rejoice in the Lord ... (Hab. 3:18)
Process of joy ~ RESTORE to me the joy ... (Ps. 51:12)
Procession of joy ~ you shall GO OUT with joy and be lead forth w/ peace (Is. 55:12)
Presence of joy ~ You will fill me with joy in Your PRESENCE ..." (P.16:11)

and lastly ...
Personal-ness of joy ~ a man finds joy in GIVING an apt reply, how good is a timely word (Prov. 15:23)

Joy found in the blessing of un-discipline study. (smile)

~ DeDe

There is JOY

2008-06-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

This morning, I am looking into 'prayer', and why it is so important to incorporate it in our study time, (for next Wednesdays class) "You have not, because you ask not ..." (James) or "Come boldly before the throne of grace that we may receive..." (Heb.) If we REALLY want to learn of God, then we go to Him FIRST, invite Him to share Himself with us through His word. One point God showed me: The same Holy Spirit that was present when the word was penned (hovered in a sense over the authors) is present when it is read (He hovers over us too).

James also says, "If any of you lacks wisdom, ASK of God, who gives generously ..." Who couldn't use more practical application of God in our lives!!!

But then...

Jesus says in John 16:24 "Until now you have not asked for anything in My name. ASK and you will receive and your joy will be complete."

Psalm 16:11 "You (God) have made known to me the path of life - You will fill me with JOY in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at Your right hand."

Joy is listed among the Fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5. It bears a wide range of expression, from calm delight to gladness of heart to EXUBERANT joy! How fun is THAT.

There is JOY being in His presence, JOY in learning of Him, JOY allowing Him to move in and through us. And wisdom, to know HOW to walk out what we learn of HIM!

Go GOD!

Just a little excited about JOY!

~ DeDe

Searching

2008-06-24T06:48:00.000-07:00

Searching... I am pausing to write this while I am preparing for class tomorrow. I am fascinated by the idea that even as I seek - search even pursue after God, He is doing the same for ME! (my soul is quieted by this)

God says, "Seek Me, with all your heart, and you will find Me." David says of God, "You have searched me, and You know me." There is something so mysterious about humanity seeking the Divine, while the Holy One is turning His face towards us and wanting the same. I am awe struck.

Proverbs 25:2 "It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, to search out a matter is the glory of kings." God's word is FULL of places to explore, investigate and uncover. God's character and finger print on every page. Many think that the Bible is the history of mankind, true, however it is indeed the story of God. His love and pursuit of man. He wants to be found. It wasn't necessarily the story of Abe, it was the story of God developing a relationship with Abe, then Moses, David on.. and on... to US!

What strikes me most is ~ WHY don't we take this more seriously. WHY aren't we RUNNING to God. Instead we stay, we wait, we linger.

To search for God means to examine intimately. To study Him, means purposeful learning of Him.

O that I would run HARD after my God! Learn of Him, and KNOW Him intimately. (Yes, I am sure a devotion will come of this)

~ DeDe

A New Season

2008-06-18T07:45:00.001-07:00

Well the weather may not look it. But it is summer. We have wrapped up our bible studies for the season. Last night was our last Tuesday evening study. It was a good year. We studied the life of Jesus from the book of Luke. Looked intensely at qualities found in those seeking to be WISE from the book of Proverbs.

The Thursday morning gals, studied the life of John, and then walked through the Tabernacle of Moses, and ended with some highlighted Psalms. At some point throughout the year (between the 2 studies) there were a total 80 women in the Word! Yes, a WONDERFUL year of bible study.

We now take a 3 month break, and return in September. As I release these 2 studies from my hand, I indeed reach out and pick up 2 more in their place. One in which will take quite some time to get through, and the other is to gear up and teach. I have the privilege of teaching my PASSION ~ digging into God's word. Sharing methods and 'how to' with folks.

I looked at my bible just now and noticed that the pretty gold trim on the edges of the pages is just about all gone. It is tattered and worn. But that is just like us all at times, tattered and worn, isn't it? But INSIDE hold treasures to be found, promises to claim, and O the joy of HIM! HIS Spirit in us, the HOPE of glory!

Bible study ~ knowing God and learning to live from HIS perspective. May we read and 'be read', by HIM.

In Him, DeDe (Eph. 1:7, 11, 13)

Father's Day

2008-06-15T18:49:00.000-07:00

Father's Day: A day to think of manly stuff. To imagine in our minds eye ~ elk, wooded areas, and guns. Well... at least in OUR house. Gone are the days of the gifts of ties, handkerchiefs and deer head air fresheners. With the collection of knives and flashlights bulging as it is. Todays items consisted of an ACTION movie, camera case, cookies and men ... YES an Infinity Sub-Woofer Sound System! (Oh bruther!) Nothing like go through the catalog and pick out EXACTLY what you want!

Oh we are WAY past dashing into Dairy Queen for a soft cone, or driving through McDonalds for the McShake. We headed to Benihana's. SUSHI anyone? The chief comes right to your table for those who order any stir fry item. Entertaining as he whips those metal shiny utensils around as you instinctly want to duck. Shrimp go flying to your plate and the onion stack steams like that of a volcano. Yep, Father's Day out!

I called my own dad, who was out of breath as he answered the phone due to running around setting up for my mom's last minute garage sale. Their plans? After the G-sale, come in and snack and watch TV. "I love you dad", I said as I hung up, "I love you too hon."

Father's Day. A mans day. A day to do what you want (or in my dad's case, what my mom wants ~ smile) A day for sushi, gift bags with deer on it, and the hug from the little guy as he whispers "You're the best dad ever!"

~DeDe

Here We Go

2008-06-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

The Class of 2012 graduated last night from Evergreen Jr. High. ALL 500 (or so) of them. NOW we embark on the journey of High School (O lucky us).

There will be driving, girl friends, last minute homework assignments. And the oh so dreaded "Can I have ... ?" To finish the question already makes me cringe due to the questions I have been asked already - "Can I have a tattoo, get my ear pierced, cut my hair off, wear bright florescent ORANGE in my hair ..." Um, no - no - NO!
Part of me already misses the days when the only concern was should I play in my sandbox, or swing on my swing or ride my bike?

I have 3 types of men in my life - 3 species that roam our house... Man - Junior Man - Mini Man. Joshua is now our 'junior man', not quite man but no longer a boy. I admit, when they presented the class of 2012, I got a little choked up ~ knowing that, that year will bring about alot of transition.

Here we go ... once we find the victory in this adventure, we get to do it all over again with Matty.

ps... click on the pictures and tell me ... does he look like me or more like David?

~ DeDe

Save Change

2008-06-09T16:21:00.000-07:00

I saw this and HAD to post it.

YES! Save change, archive the change and delete all other data! Insert memory stick and download to be uploaded on ALL devices.

~ DeDe

More Psalm 1

2008-06-08T06:48:00.000-07:00

O this is getting GOOD. Sure, easy for this geeky Lexicon under the arm gal to state. BUT so true! Yes, I am STILL in Psalm 1 verses 1-2 and probably will be for a few more days. I am like a child at a carnival, hopping from one exhibit to the other.

My pages of notes are increasing and I have so many windows open on my laptop I am confident the poor machine will soon scream for help. As I mechanically highlight verses and statements made in commentaries, I take a step back, it looks like a modern artist ran through the screen with their various colored paint brushes. But again, this is SO good.

I have looked at the word 'blessed', finding it is plural and connotes forward movement. One blessedness leads to the next. All found in the favor of God bestowed on the one who finds delight in HIM.

Here's something fascinating: the phrase "sit in the seat of mockers". By design the Psalmist is saying that one takes on the 'language' of the mocker. What is the language? Boasting, hauty, proudful laughter (as in contempt), to mimic. Yet, there is MORE conveyed in the Hebrew language, the word picture is this: as the words are being said, formed in ones mouth (per say) it is as to make an effort to pronounce a foreign language.

This is what I feel the Holy Spirit whispered in my ear: "The boasting and laughing going on is NOT comfortable, it is forced and foreign! THAT is how it is to feel in our mouth as we take part in the ungodly conversations and attitudes around us."

O this is getting GOOD! God's word is so exciting.

more to come ... (hopefully soon)

~ DeDe

Psalm 1

2008-06-05T10:28:00.001-07:00

I have been studying Psalm 1. So far just wading through the first 2 verses.

"Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the LORD, and on His law he meditates day and night."

At a quick glance, no problem, this dude has it happening, he's happy. Here is an observation: look at the progression he is to avoid. Happy is the man that does not WALK ~~~> STAND ~~~> and SIT in and with the ungodly. The word picture is that of the progression of intimate knowledge of ungodly things.

First the man is merely walking, and listening to what is said to him, then he stops and stands toe to toe, as if to give full attention to what is being said. NOW (the poor dude) slides in and takes a seat, shoulder to shoulder with the yuck of the world.

The Psalmist clearly states HAPPY is the man that does NOT participate in the progression. He avoids it completely, because he delights in the God stuff, God's word, God Himself. The blessed man is focused on walking, standing and sitting ONLY where God and His word is. Go Dude!

"Lord, keep my feet in the right direction. And not stop where I am to 'go on' (don't even pause for that matter) and for the love of YOU, may I NOT take the time to slide in and take a seat where there is NO rest! "

You and Your word are my delight!

Devotion to come ... (of course)

~ DeDe

YeEEHaa

2008-05-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

YeEEHaa! Yep, that was me last night. We had our bi-monthly FUN Night at the church last night for the gals. This month we did (drum roll please) Line Dancing! What a HOOT!

Sporting white capri pants and my denim jean jacket I was ready. However, I think I giggled more than I did really move my body. To know that there are a few women BEHIND me actually seeing this giggle fest of mine, and my attempt at good rhythm, made me laugh all the more!

By the very last round of "Let's do it again..." I think I had it down.

Yes, I can testify that even the geekiest of Theology junkies can country boogie with the best. It may not be pretty, but I had a blast!

"Praise Him with tambourine and dancing; Praise Him with strings and flute." Ps. 150:4

~ DeDe

Still Swinging into Action

2008-05-28T17:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE the Indiana Jones movie series. My favorite, is the search for the Ark of the Covenant, a DANDY! My hubby and I slipped away today to see the newest to the list, the search for the Crystal Skull.

As true to character, Harrison Ford swings into action. However, a little slower these days and sporting a grey head of hair. Yet he still knows how to capture the audience. Twists and turns, Russians, bugs and of COURSE there is a snake.

As he went on his adventure, I thought of Caleb in the book of Joshua, where he was older now, yet still 'ready to go'. Joshua chapter 14, it has been 44 years, since he and Joshua spied out The Promise Land. Caleb is now 85, and they do possess the Land. Caleb approaches Joshua (now in charge), reminding him of the promise God had made to him, that he WOULD possess land.

His words are full of conviction and energy. “So here I am today, eighty-five years old! I am still as strong today as the day Moses sent me out; I'm just as vigorous to go out to battle now as I was then."

Caleb and Indy Jones have two things in common that we can learn from ~ Oh, that we too would approach life and battles with such vigor. There may not be a truck load of Russians chasing us, or a people group on the hill to overtake. But there is enough in our day that requires our energy, passion and battle tactics.

So put on the holy garments, cinch up your belt of truth and head on out!

~ DeDe

Power from Heaven

2008-05-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

WhaooOO. We had some major thunder and lightning last night. The kind you can see approaching from the distance. Yet, doesn't really make it to you until you are no longer paying attention. This is NOT a common sight for the skies of Northwestern Oregon!

At one point it hit so hard and loud it shook the house. I was actually waiting to hear car alarms go off, instead the dogs began to bark throughout the neighborhood, 'something' had entered their territory, and they didn't like it.

Sure (wink) it was an atmospheric collision between the elements of cold and hot, dry and wet, but by golly, it is these times that you really remember WHO is indeed in charge. In my vast and wild imagination, I can see the angels as they look down and comment, "There goes the reminder again."

The power of God ~ wouldn't it be great if we could put it in a bottle and save it for those days that just swinging your feet over the side of the bed is the maximum of strength you can muster.

If we could just muster enough brain activity, heart awareness, and a bit of the bowing of head, perhaps we would know the power of God. Knowing simply:

God is.

Thank you for Your display of power, continue to reminds us Lord!

~ DeDe

The Landslide

2008-05-20T11:14:00.000-07:00

I once heard that "A clean desk is a sign of a sick mind." If this statement is true, then I am doing okay for myself and I am "... in my right mind." Keeping my desk clean is a major discipline for me ~ that I continually fail to uphold.

The pile behind my laptop has grown and become so heavy, it has indeed slid down and now rests against my lamp. I MUST confess, that this photo does not display the pile of books going up the legs of the folding table.

Need you ask "Why not clean it?" Well, I actually have a method to this landslide of a mess:

1. Materials needing a 'look at now and then' behind laptop
2. Material needing attention NOW, off to right of laptop
3. Bible and current study material on folding table

PULEEZE, do not write and ask me to find any research material from last year, because "... honey it ain't gonna be found."

Yep, I am a geeky, messy - method to my madness gal ! And to think, some wonder why I have a hard time keeping track of my glasses.

~ DeDe

A Strong Ox Am I

2008-05-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

This is good, I HAD to share this. This morning in my devotion time, I read briefly from a Hebrew Rabbi ~ (I paraphrase).

When going through a rough time or trial, we tend to question God "why?" Psalm 11:5 says "...The Lord tests (examines) the righteous...", the Rabbi had this to say, "When a man possesses 2 oxen, one strong the other feeble, upon which does he put the yoke? Surely upon the strong one. Similarly God tests none but the righteous. In our trials we ask not "why", but "HOW?" Continuing on with "will I grow stronger through this?"

I summarize it this way ... as God allows testing and rough times to come my way, He considers me the strong one, and wants me even stronger. God's favor on my life is evident in many ways, this IS one of those ways. Deut. 32:4 "The Rock! His work is perfect, For all His ways are just; A God of faithfulness and without injustice, Righteous and upright is He."

Not only are we to ask "How can I grow through this?" Perhaps consider David's example as he takes it a step further. Requesting WITH an invitation "Search me O God, and know my heart, test me and know my thoughts." (Ps. 139:23)

Jesus says this about the yoke, Matthew 11:29 "Walk with Me and work with Me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you". (The Message)

As our perspective changes IN the rough times, not only are we strengthened, but we will be able to testify as Job did, "But He knows the way that I take when He has tested me, I will come forth as GOLD."

Jesus bring on that unforced rhythm of grace, make me even stronger and may I shine as pure gold in Your sight.

A strong ox am I

~DeDe